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|Wednesday, February 9th, 2011|
|RANDOM: Fiddler on the Roof
I typed this up for another site then lost my courage to actually post it in with the other breakup stories so XD; I've decided to put it here and let people see. lol I get a bit of a chuckle out of it now, especially since it all worked out fine in the long run.
Still. Lesson Learned: Get your wisdom teeth taken out when your mother says so.
In High School I was going out with a guy for a few months. I ended up helping him out with Stage Crew for our schools play Fiddler on the Roof. When the opening night came around, there were very few of us. Clearly people had been using the excuse to get out of classes as their reason to join Stage Crew and weren't holding up their end of it when they were needed. It was at the bed scene where the trouble happened. It was over a hundred pound wooden bed since our schools woodworking class clearly had something to prove. When we had everyone, it took six, to eight people to move it off the four foot high stage. I was not one of these people. This night, with the others having to put out the stage props, it was left to me, and to others. One being my boyfriend. I was on stage, and helping move it off when he went down to help the other guy with it. So I was on stage, standing still, with my 5'1 body holding up the rest of the bed. Then for some reason he moved, not a little bit, drastically. My hold gave in and all I remember is this huge bang and then pain in my arm. I had dropped the bed, it had hit the stage, and it's corner had ripped down my arm hard enough to take a ton of skin with it. I ended up having to go to the hospital because I couldn't move my left arm, and I was bleeding all over the place. He came up to me, before my Science Teacher took me away and said 'I don't think we should see each other anymore.'
Now you're wondering why I'd say that about my Wisdom Teeth? Well I would have been home, out of it and slowly getting sick with C Difficile had I had them taken out when my mum said to. But I decided I was important to Stage Crew and that I couldn't abandon everyone. Also Mr. Mulestock my science teacher that was oh so kind, gently pleaded with my mum if I could at least wait until the play was done since they were already short handed. Ah well. I got a good story out of it. Not often people can say 'OH I got a bed dropped on me!' Stupid Woodworking Class. The leading lady needed a F-ing stool to get up onto the thing. Current Mood: amused
|Sunday, February 6th, 2011|
|Life and Math Class
Warning. This is most likely very depressing but on a good note, I feel a bit better for having typed it out. Funny how things work that way...
I'm not sure when it happened to the extent that it's at currently, but it has happened. Life has turned into High School Math Class.
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Current Mood: uncomfortable
|Sunday, June 20th, 2010|
|June 20th - Fathers Day
Another year, another Fathers Day. I'm not sure when I stopped missing him. Maybe I stopped the last time I saw him, last time I'd ever see him. I don't remember too well, especially since my anxiety issues began about 10 months before I saw him. Then continued to get worse after. ( Read more...Collapse ) Current Mood: uncomfortable
|Thursday, January 7th, 2010|
|Stolen From lady_laguna
The Free Mind
Oh, I wrote fanfiction?
You never got really involved in the entire fanfiction thing. You are a passionate writer, and if you have an idea about a book, movie or TV series, you write it down. But you do the same with any other idea you have, and don't really seperate. You don't put yourself in the "fanfiction writer" box.
A lot typical fanfiction archives and magazines are a mystery to you. You don't really get what makes people get too involved with certain fandoms or characters.
Your fanfiction is likely dominated by own characters, and you just use the general setting or theme to get inspired.
LOL got what she got, go me and being original XD;
|Saturday, August 15th, 2009|
|UGH! >< The Itching
Hrrr! >< Stupid itching. As I type my right hand is feeling like it's on fire. I'm taking Benadryl as often as I can and not be going over the allotted amount.
I had to call Tele-Health to ask them about the one that I'm taking right now. Since USUALLY it says 'take 1-2 pills every 4 to 6 hours as needed without going over the daily dosage'. And somewhere it'll say what the daily dosage is, like, no more than eight pills a day, or something right? The stupid 'Extra Strength 'Fast Acting' Liqui-Gels says this. "Take 1 capsule at bedtime if needed or as directed by a doctor"
Is that it? >_O; Like, COME ON! >< That's ALL that it says. What's a daily dosage? 1? Apparently the 1 at bedtime is for the Adults and Children 12 years and over Dosage. That doesn't tell me how many I should make sure I don't have in a day. And these are 50mg pills, you'd think THEY would have the instructions on this, since the 25mg ones do. Yet the Tele-Health lady told me that I could have one every 6 hours, so... yeah I'll trust her. Still, it's left me eyeing the 1-800 number for the company that is stareing up at me.
So yeah, that's pretty much the 'new' stuff with me. Fighting off hives everyday. It sucks even more since, the pills make you drowsy, so they knock me out. So by the time the itching is FINALLY going away, I'm nearly asleep, so I have to nap, since I don't have the capabilities to do anything else. >< Then when I wake up again, it's been a few hours, and after being awake for a bit, I start to itch again, and the whole process repeats itself.
I was so annoyed one night, I tried not taking any of the pills, just, wanting to WILL it away.... of course that didn't do anything. Ended up having to take 4tsps of the liquid Benadryl that was disgusting, so I could have the itching finally stop. I just broke out worse, my arms were covered in flat red hives to the point where it looked like I was wearing a sleeve. I'm not sure if I was very tired, or, I'm just weird, probably both, but I kept looking at my arm in the computer monitor light, you could really see all of them. I counted about fifty small hives at the back of my wrist.
Ooh oh >< And something that's ICKY about this, is that I get it on my palms and feet. I'm just happy they're not in my mouth, throat, eyes, all thoes other places where I'd have to go to the hospital.
So the Spiders have been destroyed, so hopefully this won't happen again, also my mum has told me to wear my slipper socks that she got me. I'm doing that right now. Hopefully they won't be the cause of me falling to my doom by going down the carpeted stairs.
And that's all there is in my life at the moment. Itchyness.... horrible, horrible itchyness....
|Tuesday, May 26th, 2009|
|I'm the giggling stupid
I keep doing it. Well Part of me loves it, even if it scares me I keep watching Horror Movies. It's 5 to 10 and I am currently 45ish minutes into the movie 1408. I'm eating my General Tso Chicken that comes with vegitable fried rice, and by vegitable I mean with peas.
Gonna try to draw today, lesse how I do. <3 Current Mood: awake
|Monday, May 25th, 2009|
The last few weeks have been hell, and if you asked me why... I don't know what I'd say. I'm tired, I still have a headache that started, I dunno when, my eyes hurt and I dunno what else. Everything feels, wrong, or off somehow. I've been keeping to myself a lot. Not coming online to talk to anyone, which leaves me doing I dunno what. I know I haven't been drawing, I haven't been outside more than six or so times this past month, and I've been up stairs as many times, if only so I could get outside.
I haven't been reading, I haven't been... doing anything...
and I don't know why. I haven't been feeling sad, I haven't cried. Dunno if that's good or bad. I talked to my mom this morning, and she pointed out that, I haven't been doing any of the things that make me happy. Any of the things that, I always tell her about doing. As I write this, I'm watching my clock draw closer to 1:00. I can feel that slight sensation in my nose, that.. 'prickly' feeling like I could cry, but now that I've thought about it it's stopped, taking away the feeling that wasn't even an urge yet. I've been having a lot of panic attacks. Lots of times of staring up the stairs, hearing people walking around up there, hearing the dog run around. The sound of Erica's voice calling out to Ahzy and sometimes her mom and dad's voices too. But I can't seem to take that step, can't seem to get myself to try to go up those stairs.
Part of me wishes I could say it sucks to have a window down here, one that shows the bright light of outside, along with the sky if I move back enough to see the blue between the homes of the neighbors. I can't though, I don't even know what to say about the window besides it being a window with a screen.
I don't think I've ever felt like this, and it's only in words, ones unspoken at that, that I can say that it scares me. I know panic, I know anxiety, I know that tension, and right now, after this past week of this... nothing
I 'feel' more confused than anything. I'm always so in touch with myself, on some level. Sure I may not know WHY I'm panicking, but I can SAY that I'm panicking. I understand that. I know it's not good to be sad, to cry randomly... I KNOW that feeling. This... I don't know. It's, nothing. Nothing but the pain in my head that I'm not even sure that's really there, since I swear it was when I started typing t his, and now it's not.
I think, I've been sitting in my chair, in front of the computer mostly. I don't know if the days are running together into a mass of nothing that has no highlight that I should remember or, if I have been sleeping at my desk constantly.
I've been dreaming a lot. They've had a theme of water, water so deep, that it appears to be black or navy, and it's always cold. One was inside a temple, and I was in a small boat, another was in a forest of tall desperced trees that had a canopy so thick I couldnt' see the light, and then the other had a set of islands that had complexes with people on each. I was part of an evacuation team to try to save the people before a monster came and destroyed everything. I think.. there was a temple in that one too.
I'm amazed in a way that they were dreams, and not nightmares. I hate deep water where my feet can't touch the ground or where I can't see the bottom. Even the one with the evacuation, I woke up calm and unpanicked.
It's now 1:13, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do but, I think I've talked enough about what I'm doing or what I've been up to. Current Mood: numb
|Monday, January 26th, 2009|
|Gah and Sighs... and various other sounds of aggrivation?
Mer... I dunno why I do it... or honestly WHY I keep doing it. Time and time again. So it's clearly my own fault but, dammit I like doing it... and then regret it, and it doesn't even always end on a 'Yaaay that was fun!' note like a rollercoaster could end on. Though, I know WHY I do it. It makes sense.. really. Since I don't want to force Ryan to do it with me since... he'd either find it really boring or horribly depressing. Which I've also found on the rare occasion. Though even if it's boring sometimes, it can still scare the crap out of me. *merrrrr*
So I've typed this up before I go and do it again. *sighs* Guess I don't learn? Guess it's harmless? Or that's what I tell myself. Though with my issues I'm not sure it's the greatest thing to do... but it's okay. Really. Right now I can laugh over it. Afterwards... we'll have to see. I'll update this and see how it is then.
So now I'm re-reading this before posting. This could apply to a lot of things. Let's see if anyone cares to give it a shot as to what I'm talking about. I'll update it later since I know a few of the people that know of my LJ won't be awake for a while yet.
Edit1: .... this is XD; turning out to be far more depressing than I was lead on to believe. <3's!
|Thursday, January 15th, 2009|
So, yesterday was a good day. Even if everything seemed to be going badly. Feeling out of it still from the stress and everything but it's good.
I'm really tired today and I've just gotten off the phone with my worker telling me that, the doctor that filled it out didn't do it the way my doctor did it. And that according to it, I don't have any problems holding me back. So, thankfully I got an extension, until the day after my appointment to see my doctor when she get's back, and that's Feb.20th. She'll do the form while I'm there and, hopefully this will never happen again... this way I mean.
Ryan's home today, and I'm happy about that, I need him here today since I'm still anxious about everything.
on a random question note. Where the hell do all of my hair ties keep going? I mean, I HAD one in front of me and now it's gone. And I know I have other's and they've completely disappeared. It's like a vortex keeps opening up and sucking them in. You all know the Vortex i'm talking about. The thing that will move your stuff randomly, and make other things disappear completely even if you're totally neat and stuff, and then 'return' it minutes,hours, days, weeks, years later behind/under something that you KNOW you looked at a million times.
Or in my case, maybe it's the Void and he's being spiteful against my hair. XD;
>< I have a feeling I'm going to have to go out today. If only to get food... and hairties... hmmm... maybe the Void wants me to chop it all off...
anywho, that's all for now... <3's!!! Current Mood: sleepy
|Tuesday, January 13th, 2009|
|Hnnn Part 2
So Lisa finally called, and said that I should make an appointment to see my doctor as soon as I possibly can. I'll go in tomorrow and if the other doctor doesn't fill it I can make an appointment to see my doctor on Monday at the start of the last week of the month. That means my check will be late but, luckily my landlords are alright with that. I'll make sure to let them know if that should happen though.
So it's all as worked out as it can be... and I'm still feeling like I'm about to keel over or toss cookies I haven't even eaten yet. I'm sure I'm starving but I'm so nervous I don't feel it at all. ...
... so yaaay it's.... okayish?... just have to... believe that now. I feel so tired, maybe in a bit I'll try to do something completely different for a while. Right now I'm... just going to sit and try to get the dizzy headache to go away. Current Mood: depressed
Today's a horrid day. All sorts of things are coming together and it's driving me up the wall in near panic.
Yesterday, I was getting new pills, some are a higher dosage of the ones I was on, and the others were to help my stomach so I don't feel like throwing up every time I eat. Higher Dosage of pills, went fine, my stomach ones. $80.00... I don't have that left over at the end of the month, and that's for a month of pills. I can't afford that. So I had to leave them out. So also yesterday, I called my doctor, to relay this information and to make an appointment this week so she can fill out a medical form that I've had for nearly a month and have to now hand in on Friday. Since of course I could never bring my self to pick up the stupid phone and make the freakin' call to get this done sooner.
So I hear the ever so grand words 'She's away for the next two weeks.' ... so now I made an appointment for tomorrow, to see the doctor that is covering for her. But I don't know if he'll fill out the medical sheet I need. Since the other doctors want you to hand it in and then they'll do it at their leisure, while she'll do it while I'm there. So then I had to call my worker to ask her what I should do if I can't get it filled out in time and I get 'You have reached Lisa -yada yada yada- I'm out of the office and won't be back until Tuesday. -more stuff about leaving a single message and she'll call back-. So... that SUCKS. I wanted to talk to her yesterday, instead I find out she's been out of the office since Friday, and now it's 12:00 and her answering machine still says the same thing. Nobody is home, it's dark and cold and I have to pick up the phone now whenever it rings and hope it's her. And once again.. anyone who knows me knows how much the phone is a torture. AND to top it off, I can't even get myself to get up and go to the bathroom out of fear that she'll call while I'm in there and I won't make it to the phone in time, I'll miss her call and if I try to call her RIGHT BACK, I'll get the answering machine because she'll be on the line for another call...
It feels like my skin is crawling and I have a horrible headache. I can't concentrate on anything and all the dark places in the basment feel like they're looking at me scarrily. I want to go outside, but I'm having panic attacks half way up the stupid stairs, and it's too cold for me to breathe well due to my Wnter Asthema... hnnn... I hate days like this. I know they don't last forever but it REALLY feels like it.
OOOH and the scary collections woman caleld yesterday too. I told her I wasn't in, and she told me her name and number and told me to make sure I tell myself that the Federal Government was calling for me. LIIIES! I've called the number without the extention and there's NOTHING said except 'Please enter the extention of the person you are trying to reach now. Otherwise please stay on the line' The Federal Goverment has an introduction and 'Press one for English, two for French' option! ... Still even getting her briefly on the line terrifies me. She sounds... so judgemental, like that other woman who told me I mustn't have any kind of life at all, and that I must be a dissapointment to my parents....
Hnn... so I'm still waiting... for someone to call... I have my appointment tomorrow at Noon and.. I hope that it'll go well. Or I hope that Lisa calls me and I can get some kind of extension... and that's pretty much it. Two really sucky days in a row... I know it'll go away but... like I said. It... Really doesn't feel like it some times... Current Mood: depressed
|Monday, January 12th, 2009|
|One Of Thoes Days
Ever wake up and wish you hadn't? Not in the 'I don't want to be alive' kinda way. But the 'I wish I hadn't woken up because I want to sleep more but now that I'm awake I really should get up and do stuff'?
So I'm, trying to do paper work... which is stressful... I've had to make calls today and anyone who knows me knows that I suck at that.
On top of that, I have to have a medical form filled out by my doctor, I've had it since the 16th of December. Decided to wait till January to call and get it done. So.. yeah it's well into January and I just couldn't get myself to pick up the freakin phone to make the stupid call. So I do it today and >< Now my Doctors out of town AGAIN for 2 weeks. So Now I've had to call my worker, who is Also not around, and who I hope will call tomorrow. Because I'm not sure if the doctor that's taking over for my doctor will fill out what I need to have filled out while I'm there. So hopefully I can get an extension....
*sighs* ... once again I really wish that I was healthy enough where my life wasn't like this, and the more I try to 'fix it', and the more effort I throw at it. It only keeps reminding me of, how much this actually dominates my life. Ah well... ><;;
Luv you all ~ <3's
|Friday, December 19th, 2008|
I've had a long history of nightmares. They started when I had been pretty young. My first memory of a dream was a nightmare of sorts. Or at least it was one then, now it doesn't seem as scary. Though that always seems to be the way.
I was little, I know I didn't have my first BeBe gun yet. So I was younger than six.
I was someplace that had a.. fog or mist, guess fog, and it came up to my waist. I was how I was then. A little kid. And as far as the eye could see, there was the same fog, and rounded, and.. odd things poking out of it everywhere. They were small, and not really alarming. But were everywhere. ( Read more...Collapse ) Current Mood: nervous
|Friday, December 12th, 2008|
|Dream Pizza Toppings
I had a dream of talking to someone who was apparently arguing with me about Broccoli not being a pizza topping...
I'm not sure how I feel about that. XD;;
that's all <3's!!
P.S: >< Today's been a HELL of a LONG ASS DAY!.. *dies* Current Mood: cold
|Thursday, December 4th, 2008|
|A loooong weeek...
It's been a long few weeks for me. Really haven't been feeling well, and lots of little things, and stupid arguments about deities that seemed to never end.
Today I had a doctors appointment and it was packed. Guess it's the season eh?
My appointment was for 11:45, and I got in at about 12:30. Could have been worse, but still not exactly nice when your not feeling well, and the chairs aren't comfy at all.
Got some new stuff to try, got some old stuff changed, so it's all good. Hopefully I can kick this finally.
On a good note, I'm in higher spirits today. Not sure what's caused it, but I'm not going to over think it and just be happy.
And I also realized something. A good something... while I was drawing no less, which as for the ones who know me know, I try to do quite often. I realized... I liked how I draw. I was sketching a female, one that i'm going to be posting on dA in just a bit, and I stopped, and looked at her. And then I went and poked through some of the art I've been drawing recently, and I smiled. It probably sounds stupid, or at the very least lame to some degree, but I'm happy I smiled. Some days it, always felt like, I wouldn't be liked, or my art wasn't good, unless it looked more like 'so in so's or 'whoevers' art. I don't know what it was, but, I'm happy for how I draw... and I'm sure as hell getting enough practice. There's very frew days where I don't draw Anything whatsoever. I drew 'Book' before my appointment today and, I'm going to post that girl, and... I'm going to draw a bit more, probably well past the hours which I should have gone to bed.
And I'm smiling just thinking about it. Or that could me being delerious with how ucky I feel. ... I'll go with me just feeling better today. Even if the physical isn't there yet, mentally and emotionally I'm happy, and that's what counts for me.
...... LOL Okay so I was JUST adding in my Tags for this post, and it kept trying to offer me the words, like trying to save time and I kept typing things that weren't the words. I just imagined it being all " ;; Nuuuu I wanna help!" ... LOL And that's not the sickness... that's actually my normal brain at work xD
... and Jake if you read this and you're reading this now... *RANDOM* Joker in the Ice Cream Truck!
|Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008|
No, this isn't going out to anyone in particular, though I will admit that things that have recently 'happened' in 'my life' have made me want to finally put this down.
We all know what a Relationship is, or what the Dictionary, tv, movies, books and, the romance novels that are more harmful than good to those who reads them show us.
A union of some kind between people or beast. This can cover everything. It can even cover intimate objects, but that's a bit too different than what I'm going to be talking about. Though I know many people that are deeply attached to things. That is, as I said, something different that I don't expect to touch upon too much.
Physical, Emotional, they're the same fundamentally and they aren't always pretty. Movies exaggerate to proportions of both good and bad that can leave one thinking 'why couldn't mine be like that' or 'wow, at least mine wasn't like that'. One has to remember, that as people, we're unpredictable. I'm not saying, someone is going to fly off the handle suddenly, I'm talking about subtlety. Like making your other a dinner they love, and them not wanting it. It SUCKS... but I know I don't crave my favourite food every single day. I crave it a lot, but not everybody is ready for something all the time...
I believe, a Relationship, is something you can talk about to others if they're the right person. Like, how I would never talk about my relationship to Ryan, after one of my friends had just broken up with someone, or I wouldn't mention it to someone I knew didn't like him. He does the same, why bring it up to friends, if they don't want to hear? Right? Unless you're all sharing, then do as you will at your own discretion.
I could go on and on about this, and 'technicalities' and all sorts of things, but before I end up doing that... I do want to say this. It's something I live by, and what my relationship is based on. What I've always tried to make all of mine based on, and when people didn't conform to something I find very simple, it didn't end up always working.
If your other is really everything you want, and you believe in them, then talk. Get into an 'argument' of words if you need to. Don't just... say something and hold back something else. You're only damaging what you want to have. Or that's my thought on it. If they are there for You, whoever you may be, then they should be willing to understand where you come from, should Feel as much as they can. And if they REALLY can't understand, then, at least they have the opportunity to try. Not just, their other choosing to not say something. They are part of something You have, for it to be Whole, you have to be able to see it. Like a beautiful painting that has a tarp covering half of it. You KNOW what's there, You Know it's the rest of the painting, but, if you never take that tarp off, you'll never see it for the brilliance and elegance that it is. Even if others don't like it, even if others Hate the painting, don't like the colours, the content, the imagery. If You do, then that's all that matters. You're there to make your painting look the way you want it to. You and your other. There will Always be critics, outside, and inside. Talking isn't a fix all thing, some people will always hate your painting, even if you do make changes to it. I'm not saying, put signs all around it, put it up in neon with 'Look at my Painting!' and I'm not saying don't. It's your choice to make your painting blend in, and subtle, or stand out.
Only you, inside, with your feelings, can decide for yourself, honestly, if you like your painting or not. If it's not you... then you can end up always wondering, if you would have liked your painting, had it had a bit more colour... or more lighting.
That's all I wanted to say, something I've always felt, and I'm glad I was able to get it down finally. I'm not expecting people to agree, and that's okay. It's my personal views, and I'm weird. Still, I've found that weird, can still help people.
I just hope someone gets something out of this <3
|Sunday, November 2nd, 2008|
|Thursday, September 4th, 2008|
Okay... so I haven't written a journal here in a loooong time. But My GOD I have to write one for this.
I just watched and Episode of Penn & Teller's Bullshit! on Capital Punishment. I'm fine with their view that it's not right, frankly I'm all for it.
If someone isn't I'm fine with it. Everybody has their view on things, and I try to be understanding to all of them. On that note... I have Found someone that, SHOULD die. But he won't because what HE did, isn't punishable by death.
His name is Reginald Davis. His is 18 years old. Now.. what can an 18 year old do that can't be fixed with time in jail? At least in my mind, or, be fixed with therapy or a list of many other things available?
He raped his 8 DAY old daughter. Yes. Day. Not years.
I don't care HOW I am viewed for this but, I personally feel, that this man is a horrible, DISGUSTING mark on society. If he's not killed... which he won't be anyway, as I said, rape isn't punishable by death. Something HORRIBLE Should happen to him for this. I can't even truly FATHOM what he did.
Someone that would do something like this, I do not believe could Ever do something to live it down.
I'm not a vindictive person, I don't take glee from misery of others.
The only hope is that, the prisoners around, hear about what he did. Since Most of them, have a very simple rule among them that 'Children are NOT to be touched'. There are many that believe in this, and there are many that, if they've got no chance of leaving anyway, will go ahead and aid in 'cleaning out' people that have sexually abused children.
Forrest City police are investigating the alleged rape and beating of an infant by her teenage father.
The eight-day-old girl was taken to Forrest City Medical Center Monday where she was treated and transferred to Arkansas Children’s Hospital in Little Rock due to the severity of her injuries, police said. Medical personnel told police the child had been sexually assaulted and also suffered a skull fracture.
According to police, the child’s father, Reginald Davis, 18, of Forrest City, is charged with rape and second-degree battery.
Police said Davis does not live with the child’s mother, but was visiting at the home when the abuse reportedly occurred. He also reportedly rode to FCMC with the child’s mother and grandmother when they sought treatment for the infant.
Officers could not provide a condition report on the infant this morning, but said additional tests are being performed at ACH to determine if her injuries are permanent.
Bond was set at $50,000 this morning for Davis, who is scheduled to be arraigned in District Court Wednesday afternoon.
If anybody was interested in a link to this story it can be found here www.thnews.com/article.php
and here www.wreg.com/global/story.asp
Just to say if people don't go to the links, and they are curious where the mother was during this.
Davis doesn't live with the 15-year-old mother of his child. He listed a home on Wilson as his address. Investigators say Davis was visiting the child's mother when the reported attack occurred. Police say when the teenage mother finished showering for bed, she came out and there was blood on the child.
Current Mood: angry
I am now... done. I just, had to get this atrocity out.
|Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006|
|Hehe, found a place to put up my music videos.
Well, I finaly found a place to put my Music Videos up online so people can view them. :P
And because I'm an absolute dork, I figured out how usefull this whole Live Journal thing can be x__x'. Soo, yes, I am pleased ^^.
And just when I thought I had gotten the whole Making AMV's thing out of my system, I get bitten by it again!
I will try to make more than just Naruto Music Videos, but that is really the only thing I have such Easy Access to.
If anybody would want me to make a Music Video you can surly recommend it ^^. I love hearing and trying to figure out new ways to do things.
I'm happy with all the videos I've put up. But the two I'm most pleased with are; Tribute: Momochi Zabuza and Haku, and Tribute: Kakashi and Obito aka. Sometimes It Hurts Kakashi
While I do love them all, and a lot of work went into each, these two I really enjoy watching over and over (am I lame because I watch my own Music Videos?) Well, That's all.
Hehe Ps. In case you would want to look at my videos the link is http://www.putfile.com/lledra
Okay so yes there ya go ^^ THANKIES!! Current Mood: bouncy
|Tuesday, June 7th, 2005|
Hehe, I don't have much yet, still trying to figure out how all this works ^^.